I have been doing a complete redesign of the National Association of Mental Illness’s website which will be live Friday. Here is a new piece of digital art I hope you like. Thanks to Scott’s photo and Britney’s beautiful eyes.
An eerie illustration started with a couple of images.
I’m sorry to not be posting much lately. This Month two very wonderful men in my life died. One worked as a machinist for his life after going to RISD his art was wonderful he lived to be 73 Bobby was a wonderful man and will be missed. My good friend Dick was a graduate of Columbia university. He used to read my manuscripts and was loved by me and will be sorely missed by many. His Wife Anne and Children whom I didn’t have the pleasure of knowing will be at a loss without this great man. He would look adversity in the face and only see opportunity. I loved Bobby and Dick and will miss them very much.
Hi leo, Adrianna, and others. I have lately been camping with the kids on labor day weekend. We were blessed to get a spot. We had a great weekend went to the Woodstock fair, hiking, and found the best coffee shop I’ve ever seen. I hope everyone is great. I’m registered and back in school this week. I have a 20th century and lit of the past decade for two of the classes. I am taking a digital art class and a class on dreamweaver; which, I am hoping is going to help me to make active websites. In other words internal search engines, database workings, logins, php calenders and member directories which I will be able to query. I’m waiting for the okay on furthering the church web site I have started. Well thats what is getting my started. Thanks for all the kudos.
Paul Moore
Well another year has passed for my B-day was earlier this month. I hit 39 and am done with birthdays. I will be publishing a note I wrote in my journal hopefully in another day or two. I hope everyone is enjoying the hot weather out there. I’ve been a little down this month so I must apologize for the lack of postings or new artwork. ttyl
Paul
I hope everyone enjoys the recent spell of great weather. I’m going to be posting my stories and poems on “My essays and excerpts from novel” For other authors this can be done when post by looking to the right side of the screen and checking off in categories the “My essays and excerpts from novel”
before posting I believe if you dont click anything in categories it will be published in all the categories. See the pics of the screen that show how. Thank you for your understanding.
To find this writing section from the main blog page on the right side (bottom pic) My site links_Essays and writing page.
Others want it, they can have it! I mean why all the fuss, right? Well, it’s not that simple. There are times when living just is not as fulfilling as others. Welcome to the See-Saw of life. Is this torment and torrential downpour of what ifs, when, and how, ever going to stop? What is all this for anyway? So that later on in life I can succumb like the many countless thousands of others._______!!! I wish that luxury was afforded me! As a result, I am very intensely disturbed at the present moment. Then, later on when human nature goes into “cruise control” and the feelings dissipate, I start to feel the ease and internal ambiance change as well as the exterior. I guess I am tired of the “roller coaster rides” which bring their most uncomfortable lows and their dignified highs. ________ I wish it were that _______easy!
So many questions to the proverbial jests, quests, and mysteries of life, it is a miracle of God I am still here. Frustrated to the point I want to get in my vehicle and ride until I run out of gas and never look back. Or better yet, off myself and indulge in the best and strongest_____possible. Oh? I forgot I don’t have that _______ luxury!!!
Life and its many unexpected twists and turns can hinder progress. I have to be quick as a Hummingbird and nimble as a Cheetah to be ahead of life. Therefore, I do what is necessary. Others are extremely proficient, some—-like me— just try in the hopes that transcendence can draw closer above all this human filth of emotion which consumes me to my very core making me do and think things I never thought possible and wanting to give up. This______ sucks right now.
I need to escape, or in the very least seek a place where the nuances of everyday angst and despair have no possible reach. I want to roam freely and do the things I have settled in my mind to do. I can’t help it and feel this tremendous burden which at times seems to grip me. I seek a special kind of guidance, perhaps from the Heavens.
I know You find no pleasure in incredulity, but are You really out there? Do You see what is going on? If so, why do You continue to let this feeling overwhelm me? Are You not supposed to intervene for Your children? I do apologize in the hopes that in doing so You can forgive me for my unbelieving heart and hopefully You will do something sooner, rather than later. The mere questions, question my faith.
The thoroughfare I find myself in is one which is traveled quite often and seems to have numerous trekkers en-route. I feel as though my exit will come up shortly. But, for now there seems to be no end in sight. This is life and the many surprising and uneventful moments make it – in a masochistic way- more enjoyable. Sometimes I should distort my realities to make them more palatable. Oh! I almost forgot, that is what controlled substances do to addicts.________ I still don’t have that luxury! I refuse to go that route, for it is not an option. Time will tell what the course of events will be, it always does.